This is I think one of my favorites. It has a matching wedding band and I think I would like my husband to have the same kind of band. Simple wedding band with diamonds.
This is also one of my favorites. I wouldn’t like to have to choose between them. This one needs a wedding band and and simple diamond band would work perfectly.
Who knows when the day will come but I know it will be magical. I love my boyfriend and I understand that these big steps take time. I patiently await the day I wear something that symbolizes our love.
Fear of the unknown is something we all have to battle with at one point in our lives, its human nature to be afraid of the unexpected. Me however, I am terrified of the unexpected at this time in my life. There is so much that can change in a matter of minutes.
Today I am focused on applying for a new job. I am so scared to put myself out there and to truly see if I am as smart as people tell me. Thoughts of: What if I can’t do it? What if I don’t know enough? What if I am making a mistake? , These thoughts are in my head all day long. I am on an emotional rollercoaster! One second I am high and happy and I feel I can truly do it and then a second later I am low and depressed thinking I can’t. I am filled with positive thought around me but I can’t seem to get a hold of them. I know its something I need to do for myself but I am so terrified of putting myself out there.
Right now my battles are with what the future can hold for me. Am I going to get the things I want and then freak out? This is a common pattern for me and it seems to be rearing its ugly head right now. I know it will be much better once I get the one thing I want right now, who knows maybe after that everything else will fall into place. I just need to realize that worrying doesn’t help. However, I have been trying to implement that theory into my life for years now and I still worry.
I will write mostly about my life, my family, my love, and my friends. If you don’t like it don’t read it!!
